I saw the man drive in, he is going to fine me for something obscenely incorrect and frivolous.
I do not care.
I did nothing to hinder this inevitability.
I just kept walking.
Of course now I don't feel like getting the information I came here to get; I don't feel like doing much of anything.
I would like something of measure to work out in my favor; no that isn't childish or whiny, it's just an honest thought.
I don't want to have to give up so much based on employment, but the more real that possibility comes, the more doom and gloom I become.
But I'll call tomorrow anyway, I will keep trying.
edit: By the heavens, I was actually spared a parking ticket. . .maybe I will get this job. . .or maybe not